Dai Sam yat

Today is my third day work.
I work afternoon shift..

In the morning, I went to learn driving.
I can easily mastered the driving skill, but usually I drive quite fast and will forget some important part that I do not think it is so important.
These parts can failed me immediately.
Anyway, I believe that practise makes perfect.
I have another two more times to practise.
I must pay attention and do properly so that I am really master the skills.
I do not want to take the driving exam more than one time.
Please..

In Jeans Station, everything is the same.
Less customers, the sales I can count with one of my hands and there are remainders..
I bring one novel to my shop to read..
The novel "哈棒传奇" actually cannot fill my empty heart because it was not that interesting.
The life in the shop is still that boring.
But something special happened..
I read almost half the book in one day.
This is really once in a blue moon in myself.
Anyway, every job have their difficulties.
Mine is too boring.
Anyway, I will always try to do well in everything..

Today in the afternoon, kak Azira and kak Shira went out to don't know what restaurant and "da bao" some food back to anyone who ordered.
I ordered "nasi bujang".
I seldom eat Malay meal.
Actually it taste okay.
My 同事 quite nice I think.
I am not the kind who can easily Mix with other people.
In additional, we are not the same race.
There are females and their thinking not same as me.. maybe we are not "sebaya".
Anyway, I will try to find ways so that I won't live so miserable..
Haha ha ha...

Sometimes I do stand near the entrance at my shop to seek for friends.
But not many walk through my shop.
Guess w/o I met today.
I met Kathryn!
We chat a while and I talk about my life at my shop..
I also know that other friends who work here also getting fed up because of some reasons.
I may just work after I get my allowances.
Because I want to try other kinds of jobs.
Actually I also want to left this place..
Haiz...

Anyway..
These are all what I think right now.
Everything will change..
Although now I hope to leave this place,
I may not want to leave here and love this place very much in the future because I have not use to it.
Living in this world is miserable....

So sad

今天是我第二天上班。
今天我做 full time。。 怎么办啊？
要熬比较久啊。。
工作就是这样的咯。。
这种态度要改，不然会一直煎熬下去。
好希望可以快点习惯这样的生活。。

昨天我在面子书发了文可算发牢骚吧。。
分享我的感受。。
发现，其实其他朋友也都差不多是这样。。
在 aeon shopping mall 过着度秒如年的生活。。
只是等待时间过去。。

我的店是比较轻松啦，也没那么严。
我还能在这按电话，有椅子坐，要是老板觉得我可以了，他还会给我店的 WiFi 密码。。
至少有东西做来消磨时间。。

唉。。。
今天，我带一本小簿子记录店里需知的东西，也画了这间店的 plan。。
说真的，今天早上的时间比较快过。。
我的店还是一样，会飘来的人影是少到可怜的。。
会来消费的呢更是求之难得。。
不过无论如何我会找东西做来消磨时间的。。
虽然这样根本不是我要找工作的真正目的啦。。

今天早上，白衣骑士干了一件很惨的事。。
骑士和骑士妈妈有一点点小冲突。。
是这样的:
今早，我和妈妈去桃园那儿吃早饭那时候真的还早。。
妈妈吃完过后就要带我去工作了。。
我是有点不喜欢那个工作地方啦。。因为不爽嘛。。
可是妈妈又那么早就载我去哦。。
我去学校，补习，练习都不会太早去，所以我有点不是很习惯也不喜欢。。

过后，我要求妈妈走后面的门进离我店比较近。。
可是我妈仍然要走前门，让我走进去。。
她说很近罢了。。走一下不会死的。。
我就说一句话"你载我很辛苦吗？"
最后她说我自私，不会体谅她呀什么的。。最后气得最后随便停下我就走了。。

妈妈呀。。。我不知道要怎么说。。
算了吧。。

真的。。
我还是觉得我在这里很像埋没我那样。。
我选错工作吧。。
不过，我既然选择这样。。还是要坚持下去。。
我是什么都行的！！