前言:其实我应该在几分钟前写的,不过我不理了!!
不知不觉现在已经 2015 年了,
不知为什么我总觉得 2014 年过得比较快。
可能我的生活比之前充实吧??(虽然还是蛮无聊的)
我就总结下我 2014 的生活吧。
刚进中五的时候,我是带着一颗对这个世界绝望的心。
我身边的人都离我而去、我被不同阶级的人对我的成见,差不多像是活得没有尊严那种。
毕竟“失败是成功之母”,我现在可以说是摆脱了这些束缚。
我认识了新的贵人、接受了新的更好的生活方式,
我也有尝试参与班上的人的活动。
离开我的人回来了、也认识到新的东西。
于是我对这个世界又有了希望。
有新的目标、新的理想。
我承认在这一年可以看见我在成长!(思想方面吧)
几不错一下的!
虽然现在过得还蛮不错的,不过还是有些地方需要改进的。
首先就是我的惰性了!
我真的被这个懒惰害惨了!
怎么说呢?不知道,太多了,说不完、说了也不是我的好东西。哈哈
接着是我的人事关系。
我有着非常“独特”的性格,这种性格的确有伤害他人的时候。
也许就是这样,很多人都不敢来“光顾”我。。哈哈哈
在这里我想对那些受到伤害的人道歉,对不起了。
我很希望我以后对待人不要那么有刺!
我会努力去改善的!!!
在新的一年,我有一些愿望和一些目标。
首先,我希望我身心健康。
有个健康强壮、不容易患上任何病症的身体,
就算患上了也会很快痊愈。
也有一个健康的心理。
不会胡思乱想、自己吓自己那种。
让我可以过得很快乐很快乐!!!
第二,我希望我可以事事顺利!
在 SPM 拿到全 A+ 的优等。。哈哈哈
可以进到大学先修,进到一个很棒的大学!
找到一个适合我的科目,
过后找到很棒的工作,
遇到我人生中的那个她。。。。。。。。。。。。还有很多很多
第三,我希望我和家人都健健康康、平平安安、过得快快乐乐!
我非常爱他们!
我想跟他们在一起久久久久久久久久久久久久久久久久久久久久久。。。。!!!!
还有就是我希望你不会给我二度的伤害。。。。。
哎哟哟!!我是该停下来了。晚了,要睡了
至于我的目标呢。。。。
先找个工作吧!!!!哈哈哈哈哈
别的呢。。。我往后还会在发文。。。哈哈哈
谢谢
最后,祝大家 2015 年新年快乐!!!
Wednesday, 31 December 2014
Sunday, 7 December 2014
此生我与“你”无缘
我好久都没有在这儿写文章了,最近我都过着行尸走肉的生活。
没有目的、没有追求、也没有真正要去做的事。
过了今天,我相信我会更加的难熬。为什么?
第一:爸爸妈妈去玩了,
第二:朋友们去当兵、旅行了。
过后就要和弟弟相依为命了。。
从昨天开始,朋友们都去当兵了!
我真是替他们感到高兴。
曾经,我是超级不想去当兵的,最好就是没选上我!
真幸运的,我没被选上去当兵。
可是,现在看着朋友们一个一个去当兵了,心里很是纳闷。
我姐姐之前也去当过兵,第一天打电话回家是哭着的,
可是到了回的那天她是不想回的。
她都会和我分享些在兵营里发生的事,有些很好玩、有些很好笑、有些听了会傻眼。。
感觉得到她很是高兴,在那儿有个很美好的回忆,现在还会找兵营认识的朋友出来聚会呢。
当中选的朋友们在忧虑的时候,我都会跟他们分享那里的好。
我也看了面子书上有人发影片,关于当兵的好,劝大家不要当逃兵。
去当兵可以认识到很多新的朋友、也能锻炼身子。
是个很好的体验,可以去试试。
不过现在我还在实兆远,我家电脑前打字。
没有机会去体验那些东西了。
你肯定问我为什么我不去申请呢?既然我有想要去。
我会这么样告诉你【他要我去的话,我会去的。可是他都不要我去,我去是为了什么?人家多么希望不要去我现在没被选上还想怎样?在怎么说放假去打工能够赚到比去那个地方多钱。。。。】
说道最后只不过实在维护我的自尊罢了。。
所以白衣骑士下定决心,在这剩下的假期。。一定要找东西做!打发时间。。 不要继续浪费时间下去。。时间不等人的。。在浪费下去我就要唱"还没好好感受年轻就老了"。。
现实: 我每天都在浪费时间。。唉
Zhengyuanyi 7/12/2014
最后两段是 10/01/2015 不上去的。。
Friday, 11 July 2014
因为单纯,结果。。。被骗、被耍、被作弄。。。
All these things happened today.
These really makes me feel hate, nervous, frustrated.....
My friend which is a treasurer asked me to pay fees to him.
He told me that if I do not pay, the whore will minus my marks.
I knew that this is his responsibility, and he is prudent, but i really hate the way he talked to me.
I asked him who had not pay the fees except me, but he arrogantly did not bother me and walked away.
I cannot stand this actually, but i don think i can do anything.
I just pretended to be nothing had happened.
All these depends on which side you stand, the whore or me.
You may think I am an extremely stubborn or the whore is fuss.
But as a student, don't need to doubt, I always lose.
Actually, I do not know what to do right now.
I feel furious and upset.
Sure you will ask me why I so stubborn.
The marks help in my future.
Sure i have my reason or my pretense.
The fees is very expensive if i compared to other society.
Others annual pay, but our monthly pay.
I can do many thing with this much of money.
They thought money is easy to earn.
This society, i have spent my whole high school career on it.
The whore treats me like this, she not willing to give the marks.
Fine! I am disappointed with you.
That is impossible to me to pleasing someone like you.
You are the worst teacher i met.
This mean that I pay that much of money for the 10 marks?
If I convert it, it does not more than 5 marks.
If really pay, I think you will use this despicable way again.
That time I have to listen to you again?
Besides, this society makes me know about the reality.
It shows me that there is impossible to meet a person called a "friend".
Most of the human do things just for benefits.
The do everything just to obtain the benefits.
They even betrayed their "friends", their conscience, pleasing to others, throw away dignity, deceit...
I faced all these before, so I know.
I 'd wasted my time on this and I miss the more urgent school life.
I feel i am very stupid and naive.
Why actually I join the society.
I really hope the society ends immediately.
Something destroy the building.
I really hope the society ends immediately.
Something destroy the building.
I know what I write here, how I say, what I thought are negative and not right.
I even know I did something wrong.
But I have to express out my thought, otherwise I will be mad.
Anyway, I hope i can do the right decision.
I have one week to consider about this.
Actually, I just hope someone can console me.
I have a broken heart these few days.
(PS: The word "whore" is a bad word. Please do not use it, and do not learn anything from this post.)
Thank you.
Wednesday, 25 June 2014
5SA CLASSMATE'S BIRTHDAY
Today is my classmate, Mr. Lee's birthday.
Mr. Lee comes from Pangkor.
He is good in everything include academic and sports.
He is also kind and helpful.
Last holiday, he brought us to Pangkor and played together at there.
We love him very much.
From last week, we had planned to celebrate his birthday.
We wanted to give him a surprise.
This morning, after the recess, 10 of our classmates went for the "scavenger" hunt, an activity carried out during the English week.
Mr. Kok distributed sticky notes for every people.
Everyone was required to write a wish to him.
When he came back to the class, all of us sticked our wishes on him.
I could see his expression. He was extremely shocked.
After that, we sang birthday song with 4 different languages to him as well.
We (almost all 5SA member) also gave him a football for him as his birthday present.
In the evening, after the Additional Mathematics tuition.
We went to the Bread Forest Restaurant and celebrated his birthday.
This is more like my class gathering. (I think so)
We had our dinner there.
We sang birthday song again.
We also make noises in the restaurant.
We were very happy.
After that, we went to Blackball and continued enjoying.
Although many of us had gone home, we still managed to play some games at there.
The restaurant had very less customers, so we did not care about how big the noises we made.
We played "Spy" and "baram baram" with punishments.
Luckily i did not punished.
We also took many photograph during the celebration.
Miss Ling love selfie. She took photos with almost all of us, but most of them were her selfies.
(I did not took any photo, all the photo can be seen in facebook and instagram I think.)
At about 2100hrs, we went home because it was already late.
We have to go to school tomorrow.
In a nutshell, I feel very happy today.
This is a very happy moment in my life with my classmate ( I should call them "friends").
I hope I can always have this happy moment and always be with my friends.
Seriously, 5SA,I love you all very much!
Mr. Lee comes from Pangkor.
He is good in everything include academic and sports.
He is also kind and helpful.
Last holiday, he brought us to Pangkor and played together at there.
We love him very much.
From last week, we had planned to celebrate his birthday.
We wanted to give him a surprise.
This morning, after the recess, 10 of our classmates went for the "scavenger" hunt, an activity carried out during the English week.
Mr. Kok distributed sticky notes for every people.
Everyone was required to write a wish to him.
When he came back to the class, all of us sticked our wishes on him.
I could see his expression. He was extremely shocked.
After that, we sang birthday song with 4 different languages to him as well.
We (almost all 5SA member) also gave him a football for him as his birthday present.
In the evening, after the Additional Mathematics tuition.
We went to the Bread Forest Restaurant and celebrated his birthday.
This is more like my class gathering. (I think so)
We had our dinner there.
We sang birthday song again.
We also make noises in the restaurant.
We were very happy.
After that, we went to Blackball and continued enjoying.
Although many of us had gone home, we still managed to play some games at there.
The restaurant had very less customers, so we did not care about how big the noises we made.
We played "Spy" and "baram baram" with punishments.
Luckily i did not punished.
We also took many photograph during the celebration.
Miss Ling love selfie. She took photos with almost all of us, but most of them were her selfies.
(I did not took any photo, all the photo can be seen in facebook and instagram I think.)
At about 2100hrs, we went home because it was already late.
We have to go to school tomorrow.
In a nutshell, I feel very happy today.
This is a very happy moment in my life with my classmate ( I should call them "friends").
I hope I can always have this happy moment and always be with my friends.
Seriously, 5SA,I love you all very much!
Monday, 26 May 2014
同窗,朋友,手足,(最高进阶),仇人,陌生人
Good morning Madam ......, and good morning everyone. Today, i wish to share with you about friends.
Friends are people whom we turn to when our spirits need a lift. They are always by our side through thick and thin. They stand beside us even our disposition is not perfectly right and will fight for us if we are oppressed. Therefore, it is clear that friends play a vital role in shaping who we are today. But what qualities exactly do we need to look for in a friend?
A friend should be always be caring towards you. He or she should take interest in your problems no matter how big or petty your problem may be. A friend should be able to sit beside you and encourage you to keep your chin up even when everyone else is against you. A friend's empathy and lovingness will also replenish your worn-out soul and will make you realise how important a friend really is.
Apart from that, a friend should be an honest person. An honest friend will dissipate any worries that he or she is lying towards you. A friend's honesty will enable you to trust his or her opinion when it comes to tell you the truth about yourself. For example, an honest friend will remand you on your declining grades and will ask you to work harder while a dishonest friend will see it with a blind eye. Therefore, an overall improvement in yourself will be noticeable if you have an honest friend.
Moreover, a friend should be generous both emotionally and knowledge wise. A friend who is generous ought to be able to connect with you and provide emotional support. He or she should also be generous when it comes to sharing knowledge. A true friend can easily guide you towards understanding the subject matter better as he or she is often on the same page as you. The only difference is that you can't quite grasp the content of the page.
Besides, a friend must also be able to humour you. Humour plays a quintessential role in making your day more lively and enjoyable. Friends who pull your leg and mess about will indefinitely make life seem so much better. As they say, laughter is the best medicine and a little levity on rainy days is always welcomed.
In a nutshell, friends are people we spend most of our time with. Thus, we have to be selective when it comes to choosing our friends.
( source: from the website x )
其实呢,这篇文章是我去年的英文口试的稿,我从某网站找到的(方剂什么网站了),我很喜欢这篇文章。前几天我收拾书房看到这个,它只是一张纸,想把它丢掉。可是这篇文章我实在太喜欢了,所以就放上这儿来,分享给大家,谁要当口试的稿也可用,毕竟不是我的亲手制作。(最后我还是把那张纸丢了)
前几天,我去物理补习的时候,我周围的人在讨论帮其中一个人庆祝生日,开一个生日派对。听说他的朋友帮他搞到很大,甚至要租下一所饭店,请所有认识的人。这个朋友好好呀,可是生日的人有点不好意思的说。有好朋友真好啊。。
现在本人向来都是一个人的,本人没有所谓的“好朋友”。不时会想起一些往事,一个人。那个人曾经是我的“好朋友”,可是现在不是啦。。。其实我很怀念以前那个他,他对我很好,我很喜欢那时候他。可是好景不长有,现在我们“分手”了。
不能否认,我有时候还会想着他,考试时他就坐我附近,我有时会偷偷看他、关心他的境况,可是只有偷偷。。。
有人问我,“那你们为什么吵了?”。说真的,他也不是一个怎样好的人,要说他的罪过是等于 119.8 除以 ln 1。。。他这个人真是让我又爱又恨。
往事不堪回首,过去的不会再回来了,白衣骑士,继续前进吧。。
你还有整个森林,不要放下那么多在那个人身上,怎样都要克制自己!!
PS: 我很正常。。你要说我不正常,那个是曾经。。现在我可是帅死了!!!哈哈哈
Friday, 16 May 2014
初次见面!
初次见面!大家好,我是白衣骑士,大家可以这样称呼我哦。
我真正的名字是个很帅气的名字,可是不能到处说。
因为说出来就没有神秘感了。。我不喜欢
“白衣骑士”也很帅呀!不喜欢吗??
不喜欢是你家的事,我也是很辛苦才想出这帅气的名字的。。哈哈哈
如果有一天我 po 了一些很奇怪的东西,你一下就认出我,那我不是会很害羞。。。?
今天,本人实在是太无聊了。
所以就创造了一个属于我自己独一无二的 “blog”。
其实早一阵子我有想过要做了的,因为那时候有很多东西要倾述。
不过过不久就忘记了。。
被时间冲淡了。
其实呢,我创造这个“blog” 的原因其实就是想找地方倾述、说出自己的想法。
现在,我已没像以前那么“famous”了。
以前,有那么的几个人我有心事可以告诉他们;
可是现在呢,因为一些事情,我们不再联络了。。。。。。
学校老师也不再要我们写“周记”。。。我只能把我的想法都写在这儿。。。
好狼狈的感觉。。
本人现在正处于缺爱的状况。。
可是,经过了风风雨雨,也“长一智”了。
如今,我过着一个比较像是我应该过的日子,自由多了。
我交了新朋友们,因为他们至少我有了人生目标,也学会了很多东西。
我剩下的中学生涯中要过得格外有意义,格外快乐。
最后,我希望我可以一切顺利,过着如我所愿的生活!!
我真正的名字是个很帅气的名字,可是不能到处说。
因为说出来就没有神秘感了。。我不喜欢
“白衣骑士”也很帅呀!不喜欢吗??
不喜欢是你家的事,我也是很辛苦才想出这帅气的名字的。。哈哈哈
如果有一天我 po 了一些很奇怪的东西,你一下就认出我,那我不是会很害羞。。。?
今天,本人实在是太无聊了。
所以就创造了一个属于我自己独一无二的 “blog”。
其实早一阵子我有想过要做了的,因为那时候有很多东西要倾述。
不过过不久就忘记了。。
被时间冲淡了。
其实呢,我创造这个“blog” 的原因其实就是想找地方倾述、说出自己的想法。
现在,我已没像以前那么“famous”了。
以前,有那么的几个人我有心事可以告诉他们;
可是现在呢,因为一些事情,我们不再联络了。。。。。。
学校老师也不再要我们写“周记”。。。我只能把我的想法都写在这儿。。。
好狼狈的感觉。。
本人现在正处于缺爱的状况。。
可是,经过了风风雨雨,也“长一智”了。
如今,我过着一个比较像是我应该过的日子,自由多了。
我交了新朋友们,因为他们至少我有了人生目标,也学会了很多东西。
我剩下的中学生涯中要过得格外有意义,格外快乐。
最后,我希望我可以一切顺利,过着如我所愿的生活!!
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