因为单纯，结果。。。被骗、被耍、被作弄。。。

All these things happened today.

These really makes me feel hate, nervous, frustrated.....

My friend which is a treasurer asked me to pay fees to him.

He told me that if I do not pay, the whore will minus my marks.

I knew that this is his responsibility, and he is prudent, but i really hate the way he talked to me.

I asked him who had not pay the fees except me, but he arrogantly did not bother me and walked away.

I cannot stand this actually, but i don think i can do anything.

I just pretended to be nothing had happened.

All these depends on which side you stand, the whore or me.

You may think I am an extremely stubborn or the whore is fuss.

But as a student, don't need to doubt, I always lose. 

Actually, I do not know what to do right now.

I feel furious and upset.

Sure you will ask me why I so stubborn. 

The marks help in my future.

Sure i have my reason or my pretense.

The fees is very expensive if i compared to other society.

Others annual pay, but our monthly pay.

I can do many thing with this much of money.

They thought money is easy to earn.

This society, i have spent my whole high school career on it.

The whore treats me like this, she not willing to give the marks. 

Fine! I am disappointed with you. 

That is impossible to me to pleasing someone like you.

You are the worst teacher i met.

This mean that I pay that much of money for the 10 marks? 

If I convert it, it does not more than 5 marks.

If really pay, I think you will use this despicable way again.

That time I have to listen to you again?

Besides, this society makes me know about the reality.

It shows me that there is impossible to meet a person called a "friend".

Most of the human do things just for benefits.

The do everything just to obtain the benefits.

They even betrayed their "friends", their conscience, pleasing to others, throw away dignity, deceit...

I faced all these before, so I know.

I 'd wasted my time on this and I miss the more urgent school life.

I feel i am very stupid and naive.

Why actually I join the society.
I really hope the society ends immediately.
Something destroy the building.

I know what I write here, how I say, what I thought are negative and not right.

I even know I did something wrong.

But I have to express out my thought, otherwise I will be mad.

Anyway, I hope i can do the right decision.

I have one week to consider about this.

Actually, I just hope someone can console me.

I have a broken heart these few days.

(PS: The word "whore" is a bad word. Please do not use it, and do not learn anything from this post.)

Thank you.